Tuesday, July 16, 2002
I'm being dumb... o_O
posted by Min on 7/16/2002 09:06:38 PM
I can't believe I spent nearly 3 hours, writing 8,500 dollars worth of bills. This is really getting rediculous. I'm about to slap both of my parent's hands and cut up their cards. Unfortunately, my mom is STILL spending money...as evidenced by the letter she got that said her perchase was declined because such-n-such card was declined. LMAO! Honestly, when I opened the letter up and read it (as I am the one who deals with four inch stacks of mail every month), I laughed hysterically for about fifteen minutes. Then I think I said "good!" Someone needs to curb her spending habits...eesh...Anyway, I've still got the flu and I'm not feeling too good (because I haven't been sleeping AGAIN! >.<), so I'm gonna run and hop into bed. I still need to get well enough to go job hunting this week, so I can finally move out of this place...after I solve all my parent's financial problems and assure myself that my dad isn't gonna be left without some small shred of sanity. Even though all my sanity has gone bye bye. o_O;
posted by Min on 7/16/2002 04:58:58 PM
Friday, July 12, 2002
I'd say more today, but I don't feel to physically fit right now. I think I'm coming down with the flu or something happy fun like that. So I guess it's off to beddy-bye time for me! x_x
What Spooky Being are You?
posted by Min on 7/12/2002 04:35:21 PM
Thursday, July 11, 2002
Argh, my hair really is gonna fall out! XD *is now laughing hysterically* I had a helluva time getting through to the insurance company, but I did giggle the insurance guy into telling me it was a mistake and taking the lien off the insurance (because it WAS a mistake, and the car WAS paid off years ago). Never mess with a Min-Min, I'll cute ditz you all, to death! :p ~Anyway, that load is off my mind, now I simply have to find a job so I can move the hell outta Dodge...and get my school booting sorted out (am I going back, am I not? I do not know!). There's so much to do, that I just wanna curl up and watch some good anime and veg...but don't have the time to do so, really. >_<
In other news, last night's South Park was really funny! I'm a huge Tweek fanatic, so it makes sense. I mean, he's like the cartoonified male version of me, complete with lots of caffeinated twitching. I also finished Devil May Cry, the ending was kinda too easy, but I'm playing it through with all my weapons and stuff intact, so it's simply good fun (and a demonic ass kicking too). Need to finish FFX, but I'll get around to that, soon enough. ^_^
Other than that, I'm going to go do some laundry and run to get something to eat, so I shall RETURN! That's right. It's your cue to tremble with fear, or whatever... o_O *runs away, due to massive cricket chirping* ...egh, I think I'll leave off with this wonderful insight:
Take the Purrsonality Quiz!
posted by Min on 7/11/2002 02:59:18 PM
Wednesday, July 10, 2002
Gahhh, today has just gone from bad, to worse. ~_~; First of all, I had computer problems all morning long. Then I kept getting the "fatal error" blue screen of death. To add to it, it's unbearably hot here (the air is at a "cut it with a knife" standstill), but apparently our new house mate decided to put in a second phone line without consulting anyone else, except my brother. Unfortunately, that meant that I signed on this afternoon (after it was hooked up), to a nice 21000 kbs connection speed. I couldn't even get the default ISP page to load. So I called back and had the poor phone guy come back, and we told him to put it back as it was...after finding out that the lines out here are so damned shoddy, that 21000 would be all I was capable of, if I was LUCKY. So, for now, my tenuous hold on the phone line is back in place, and I won't be online at night anymore, until that guy can get his own direct phone line installed to the house or move out. I honestly don't care which. >: PShoulda freakin asked my dad at least, but it figures that guy wouldn't...since he drinks so much damn beer all the time. Freakin alchy. One thing I can't stand, is drunk people.
Then to top it all off, I also found out tonight that there is a lien on my car, from some bank in California. I have no idea if this is a result of January's parking lot scrape or not. It makes no sense if it is, because: a.) it only took off 1 inch of paint on both cars, b.) the car was paid for, upfront w/cash, in 1998, & c.) because there was no one even IN the car at the time, and I had a officer fill out a report even, which was given to the insurance company. Apparently, the uber-expensive Allstate insurance must've not paid somehow, so my car isn't my car technically anymore. Screw them. I'll sell the damn thing and then they can't take it away, even if they wanted to. Stupid bastards. >_<
Anyway, I have lots of financial stuff to go through, and more people to fight with, so I must be off. Gawd, I love my life....
Edit: apparently now, blogger publishing's server is down, for the free blog service...so this isn't even gonna get posted, until after the fact. Sucks to be me. *is now officially uber pissed off beyond belief*
posted by Min on 7/10/2002 04:56:59 PM
Monday, July 08, 2002
Haven't slept again, brain go broken. Look like a zombie, feel like one too. Have so much to do, in so little time. A lot of stuff depends on me and only me, if only I wasn't so freakin tired (and yet, ironically, unable to zonk out).
*nods her head and there is a loud rattling sound*
...pretty...
posted by Min on 7/8/2002 05:55:53 PM
Sunday, July 07, 2002
Okay, it's official, I have not gotten a single ounce of quality sleep time in days, if not weeks or months. Actually, since Friday morning. And I know anyone who is probably reading this, is thinking: "Then lay off the coffee, helloooooo..." But, it's not the coffee. It's all my brain again, and I can't decide if it's just the general stress of daily existence that is causing it, or if it's because I'm in one of those itchy moods to draw or write (Egh, if I write something, it'd be uber-depressing & I don't wanna deal with that right now).I do know that I would like to have a dream of some kind again soon, since I haven't had one in what seems like a very long time, as far as I can remember. I used to have really good dreams too, very esoteric ones....badgers, not withstanding...
Besides my general lack of eye-closing coma time, I found out from my Dad that my Mom has found some kind of "lump" under one of her arms, sometime this past week. Of course, I wouldn't know on a first-hand basis, since I haven't seen her in two months. That is probably because the last time I saw her, I had said, "Yes, I'm mad at you. I may even hate you for what you've done. But you're ultimately the one who has to live with it all, now, aren't you?" Yes, that entire 'you've dug yourself a hole, now you're stuck at the bottom' thing. I've really gotta stop mentally hexing people. Not only did her knees go out at work last month, but she also had to go get emergency oral surgery done two weeks ago, had to get a boob biopsy, and now she has a lump under her arm. Go fig. ~_~;
So, all of this (along with all the butting heads with my brother) has probably been weighing a bit on my mind as well. Karmically speaking, I have wanted her to get what was coming to her, for well over a year now. Simply for the sheer mental torment she's caused my Dad. But I didn't want something like her being incredibly ill. I suppose karma's just as bitchy as life is, ultimately. Well, for the most part? I am still part optimist, after all. Where other people are concerned, I'm optimistic almost to a fault.
Anyway, that's enough from me, for now. I'm going to fiddle around with a second page for older blog posts and try to keep my mind off some of this stuff. Apparently, trying to sleep only seems to make my brain go from bad, to worse.
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posted by Min on 7/7/2002 10:20:08 AM
Saturday, July 06, 2002
Okey, I'm gonna try to post up a couple link things, just to see if this isn't a fluke. Sue me, I don't trust myself. ~_~;You're Kasumi Karen!
You’re outgoing and friendly, you are probably a big flirt, and you know how to flaunt your good qualities. However, you’re also a lot deeper than most people realize. Beneath your teasing attitude lies your true kind and gentle nature. You care deeply about people in general, and your loved ones in particular. Your maternal instincts lead you to automatically wish to protect that which you love, even if it happens to be a married man...Whoohoo! ^___^
Monou Fuuma
Formerly kind and a good friend, you've become a rather twisted person, with a love for blood and tears. But that's okay, because you're far more interesting, and your sadistic personality leads to loads of yaoi fun. You've also got a soft side, and occasionally decide to show it. Being able to sense people's wishes comes in handy too. You're generally pretty easy going, despite being a very obvious teenage sadist.
o_0; ...uhhh...
I'm not religious! *squints*
Whats Your Sexual Personality?
this quiz was made by Val
#^_^# I always knew I was sweet, even though everyone else that I know in real life, claims I'm quite bitchy. >:P
Now, if only I could get the senshi color one to work...oh well...I'll put it up later (I got a funky combo of silver & orange, blech!). Thanky to Tia, who always seems to find the best online quiz things! You rawk!
posted by Min on 7/6/2002 04:45:24 PM
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I'm so keeping my fingers crossed that this is working, because I'm not really sure. o_O; First time I've ever messed with a web publishing thing, well...a strictly web publishing blog thing, straight to the web after I press the wee orange button. Awww, dagnabbit, ya know what I mean. I just hope I don't foul it up again, and have to spend another hour sucking down cawfee and going "WTF did I do wrong NOW?!" ~_~;
posted by Min on 7/6/2002 04:04:14 PM
Test of new template
Move along, nothing to see...I mean it, really, there's nothing to see here. Except for...Subaru Sumeragi! Yes, Suuuubaaaruuu...
*stares, utterly transfixed*posted by Min at 2:37 a.m. on July 6th
